Shraddha in another words Faith:

Shraddha can not be defined. Shraddha means faith. Meaning awareness about realisation of higher power! as we nurture the faith, we can feel its power!!
We can have complete faith in God or higher power, but we always have the freedom to act as per our wish.
as we become love,  live with trust, gratitude, and faith, ( rather than filled with false ego, expectations, fear, and anxiety ) through life experience and as realization comes that we are part of the whole!!  and everything is interconnected...this awareness guide us to live consciously rather then compulsive!!

In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna says,
“Iti te jnanam akhyatam guhyad guhyataram maya vimrsyaitad asesena yathecchasi tatha kuru". This means that even when you are aware of the supreme knowledge, you still have the right to choose.

Bhagavad Gita does not ask us to have a blind faith in anything and have faith in higher power, but also gives us the freedom to exercise our own freewill.

am I positive or block for leting go the old me? Or  am I ready to accept new me in the face of change?

Meditation...It's an another beginning
As we meditate..No need to worry positive or negative thoughts, lets think that we are at new place. Let our feelings take us on a path wherever it can be for that moment.
Now, notice how its feels, allowing ourself to observe and see whatever experience comes, but same time see.. how we can handel any change if require!!

Key:  awareness, new birth

asking our self that what am I embracing?

Taking a deep breath or focussing on normal breath and relaxing until we find ourself in safe place..listening to our inner voice help us to face that which we long for. Observing any thought to pass and staying focus on breath. Awareness will come to us as we practice!
Key: Trusting the power

“When you forget all your dualistic ideas, everything becomes your teacher, and everything can be the object of worship.” – Shunryu Suzuki

Proud and happy!